adnan
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Well, another fellow from Bosnia here.
I’m reading forum as a guest from the August and finally decided to register.
During most of my life I have not been one of those who practice all prescribed, and I was ‘ordinary muslim’.
Grew up in a Sunni society, so nothing was unknown to me. The reasons for visiting the mosque was sometimes Jumma and mostly Eid prayers. Regardless of everything, I can say for myself that my faith in the unity of God has never been questioned.
This status changed in my early thirties and I became someone who fulfilled all the obligations prescribed by the traditional interpretation of religion.
There are a few reasons for this change in life and the biggest being the loss of a close person and the need to get closer to Allah and finding peace, solace and obviously some answers. Looking into that path, I accepted a more extreme approach, even though many things were always contrary to my logic. I always had a problem with understanding the 'science' of hadith. It never clicked with me.
Long story short, I was indoctrinated and this awakening process took some time. It came gradually through research and reading primarily Quran and other various literature. It was not easy to go out of the box, but I think that Allah has honored me. It was and it is still a journey. I have more questions than answers but it’s okay. I feel grateful to Allah for giving me the opportunity to seek the right path, elhamdulillah.
My current status is that I have rejected everything and I’m trying to learn my duties only from the Quran.
For example, the current understanding of the term salat is 'duty' as brother Sam said, or elaborately I can say establishing the pursuit of Divine Commandments.
I don't have a final decision yet, as I said earlier it’s a journey, but the ritual form of prayer makes absolutely no sense to me right now. Some form of prayer probably-maybe, but to say salat is namaz does not make any sense. Of course, this is a subjective perception, which I cannot say will not change over time.
Peace
I’m reading forum as a guest from the August and finally decided to register.
During most of my life I have not been one of those who practice all prescribed, and I was ‘ordinary muslim’.
Grew up in a Sunni society, so nothing was unknown to me. The reasons for visiting the mosque was sometimes Jumma and mostly Eid prayers. Regardless of everything, I can say for myself that my faith in the unity of God has never been questioned.
This status changed in my early thirties and I became someone who fulfilled all the obligations prescribed by the traditional interpretation of religion.
There are a few reasons for this change in life and the biggest being the loss of a close person and the need to get closer to Allah and finding peace, solace and obviously some answers. Looking into that path, I accepted a more extreme approach, even though many things were always contrary to my logic. I always had a problem with understanding the 'science' of hadith. It never clicked with me.
Long story short, I was indoctrinated and this awakening process took some time. It came gradually through research and reading primarily Quran and other various literature. It was not easy to go out of the box, but I think that Allah has honored me. It was and it is still a journey. I have more questions than answers but it’s okay. I feel grateful to Allah for giving me the opportunity to seek the right path, elhamdulillah.
My current status is that I have rejected everything and I’m trying to learn my duties only from the Quran.
For example, the current understanding of the term salat is 'duty' as brother Sam said, or elaborately I can say establishing the pursuit of Divine Commandments.
I don't have a final decision yet, as I said earlier it’s a journey, but the ritual form of prayer makes absolutely no sense to me right now. Some form of prayer probably-maybe, but to say salat is namaz does not make any sense. Of course, this is a subjective perception, which I cannot say will not change over time.
Peace